Wednesday, August 30, 2006
haix.. gt bac my stupid maths results 2dae.. i failed loh! wtf.. thn luki my other tests overall is 80%.. s from wt jolene sae i passed..cnt w8 4 tmr.. last dae of exam sia.. geog.. hope i do well.. science is the subject i worried bout.. wt if i fail lerh? cn go zhuang qiang le.. aces dae sia.. my fren told mi her skool let thn reach skool at 7.55.. wah s luki loh! lols.. i end of yr muz chiong liao.. praying tt i do well 4 e paper tmr.. >_<
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5:50 PM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
jz gave a call to my grandma(mom's side) jz nw..i cried aft spoking to her..inside i ws feeling s guilty and full of regret.. mayb at tt tym i shudn haf made tt decision.. bt hw cud i noe it wud all end up lyk tis? den evn whn i made tt decision, i shud haf at least came n visited her sumtym.. bt i haf nt.. its been almost 6 months i nvr saw her oredi.. i kept telling myself tt next tym i'll go n visit her.. bt in e end it kept dragging on n on n on.. 2dae i din go bcus i ws e onli one haven pass up my home econs n im suppose to pass up by 2dae.. s i cnt go.. bt i cnt.. i jz feel s guilty.. i hate myself.. grandma's health has deproved.. i heard frm my aunt.. bt whn i tok to her on e phone.. she ws still.. asking mi to take care n all despite her health..she ask mi to study hard.. thn inside i ws tinking.. haf i done tis? she had taken s much care of mi whn i ws young..i duno.. i cnt go on..
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8:03 PM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
im having 3 mixed feelings nw.. in my life i've met diff ppl hu made diff impression on my lyf.. s far, deb, iry, wq, jas n siying (jas n siying r hgs frenz) r e 5 ppl im most comfortable wid.. in our gerlz skool, lyf ws totally wild.. hahaz.. bt nw its ova.. i cud rmb jas telling us tt guyz r morons n gerlz cud do without thm cus they spoil evrytink 4 us.. hahaz.. bt it sumwt sounds logical.. lyk whn i argued wid him again.. y is he tryin to spoil evrytink whn im trying to patch tings up?sumtyms i feel lyk punching him.. its anger n frustrating loh.. here i am trying to patch tings up n there he is spoiling evrytink.. fyn lah! u wan tok wteva shyt up to u.. i gif up.. im sick n tired of u.. tis kinda friendship cnt last.. thn nxt is 2 tis guy hu made mi smile..hahaz..he's worth alot in my heart.. yikes! wt m i toking.. lols.. deb told mi bout tis third guy whom im nt mentioning.. i sorta ws shocked.. shivering loh.. hahaz i gt tis bad symtom of shivering whn im scared, afraid or shocked.. its onli whn tings happen tt we start to realize tt lyf is precious.. i heard tt she broke wid him.. muz b quite sumtink to take.. tmr i beta buck up n cheer her up.. butas muz make sure i dun sae e wrng ting.. my stupid mouth.. =x lalala.. im happy as long as his heart's wid mi..
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9:45 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
lalala..i felt s hapy ystd.. its whn he told mi tt.. thn i told him 2.. bt 2dae whn i heard frm jia jing sumtink, inside i knew sumtink ws sorta wrng.. mayb i cudnt take it or sumtink.. bt there's a load weighting on my heart.. whn we went bac 2 dnt rm, i decided to sleep to take it away frm my mind.. i hope tt tis tym i had nt choosen e wrng person.. bt whn we went out of skool n he asked tt if i ws home n tt he ws oso taking 28, sumhw i ws sort of lifted of the load.. he came lata wid his fren n sis i tink.. thn i ws lyk feeling hapy? hahaz bt deb n wu huan n iry all go bully mi.. iry gt fever s we wet a tissue n put on her head.. thn he forehead all red n her neck oso loh.. gt rashes.. thn whn we went up the bus ws lyk iry purposely sit another sit thn i sat alone.. rah! deb n wu huan purposely sat in frnt..evn more rah! thn his fren go push him.. argh!! i ws lyk blushing in2 tomato liao.. thn aft tt evn worse he goin down thn his fren go sae "monkey lyk u!" thn monkey turned bac n ws lyk making his fren.. ahahaz.. thn deb n wuhuan all laf loh.. urgh.. thn aft tt they went down again n tis tym his fren go sae " monkey rili lyk u!" thn monkey ws lyk lking at his fren.. both of us were lyk s embarrassed loh! wth.. dots.. lol tt made mi smile at last..haha! sry deb i din expect my wordz to affect u.. tts y i told u nt to get angry.. bt rili i ought to apologize cus i shudnt haf told u tt.. isnt it? hahaz bt nw gt monkey le.. xiexie ni de zhi chi! =P
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
2dae went wid wq go eat cus deb n iry gt remedial..den aft tt we go find thm.. thn mr sim explained bout the aces dae tingy n wt we cn do to help e sec1,2 n 3s thn i helped in writing down e name 4 those hu wanna help sec 2 lah.. bt arh duno y i write e name n class all wrong de.. walao s ps loh i ws nt concerntrating on wt i did.. thn aft tt deb went 4 band n wq, mi n iry go buy bubbletea.. mi n wq bought samosa n iry bout chocolate waffle.. haix my nail broke e dae whn deb n i were goin to meet monkey.. cus i ws too impatient.. walao idiot lah.. nw damn regret cus my nail break s in thn i muz b careful if i hit my finger too hard pain sia.. thn aft tt we all wnt plaeground.. i jz luv e swing loh! sweet memories..hahaz.. thn we plaed blind mice n wq n i go bully iry.. we made her the blind mice..hehe.. thn poor iry ws lyk walking all around the plaeground trying to catch us..hahaz thn we went to the long pole tingy.. wt issit??? hmm i dunno wt its called..hahaz thn suddenly we spotted monkey n turkey n v shape coming in our direction.. thn they were lyk walk pass us.. thn we tot they goin away s we continued plaein again.. bt turned out they u turn bac.. thn i ws lyk.. omg hw cn tis happen? lol thn aft i scared wq wid my stupid story(which she rili ws pissed off) she demanded to go another place..haix.. my faultmyfault! stupid mouth lah alwaes sae wrng ting..hahaz i nvr tink 1.. bleah.. im hoping i ws e 1 in his nic..hahaz.. =P
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
oh ya 2dae is wen qing's bdae n oso mateen's bdae.. if u all duno.. hmm s may i wish u all a happy birthdae n may ur dreams come true! hahaz.. wen qing i lk 4ward 2 c u tmr.. hahaz here comes e small bully! lol
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ysd ws national dae celebration at skool.. thn i ws actually nt on council duty.. bt nt enuf ppl thn ask mi to help.. haizz thn i stand at main gate dere wait 4 parents wid hwee min, kenny, anngie, nicholas and urhh oh shyt i 4got the name.. thn finally the parents came thn i went wid nicholas thn whn we walking i saw donkey.. he turn n thn gimme tt kuku smile (eeeeeee) thn i pretend nvr c nitink.. hahaz! thn we aft we send the parents we went bac bt no more parents came s we went 2 e hall.. thn we stand up there lk down.. s crowded sia.. thn kuku head sakshi (lol!) go push mi thn i accidentally hit joel.. (wtf?) thn i push sakshi thn she miss target.. haiyo! thn i went to the band area go find deb.. thn we perfect view ova monkey loh.. thn deb ws lyk "he suai meh?" lol thn we sing e national song! deb siao le loh whn we singing halfwae she suddenly sing s loud thn i ws lking at her.. lol! thn aft tt monkey saw mi! rah i went 4 shelter.. thn deb go sms him "*** ********** ** ****** ***?" thn he sae "** ***" arhhhhhhhhhh! momi i die.. thn lata we met bernard.. thn go eat prata.. we purposely dig a hole in his pocket loh! hoh ryt? haha my revenge 4 him calling mi si amanda.. bleah =P thn aft tt go drink bubbletea.. thn we went bac to skool.. phototaking.. hmm sakshi go put her leg on anissa's shoulder! tsktsktsk s chor lor.. hahaz thn she actually wanted to pull mi n wq's tie loh.. thn she drag until vry xin ku s she change style.. thn my tie tilted -_-... thn aft tt i went home wid deb n iry.. deb goin her ama house s we droping bout the same stop.. she one stop lata.. hahaz.. thn after tt whn i go home pray liao i went to bed n slept.. thn i ws woken up whn sum1 called mi.. hmm i 4get liao.. thn i went to sleep again thn finally deb sms mi.. "u woke up le mah?" thn ws lyk 4sumtink liao thn i chiong go bathe.. hahaz thn aft tt she ws lyk irritated.. sry hoh! hahaz whn we arrive we go plae maple thn deb died.. lol! thn we went onlyn thn we decided to flood ppl.. thn we go flood ahem n cheepeng thn cheepeng lyk huh? blur de.. thn he ask wt we doin thn i wanted to type we fighting bt cause deb n my hands r fighting to type den i type too fast thn com out "we fight4uiiii" lol hope he dun xiang wai.. thn at nyt i went to my tampines house.. wah i diok shock whn dad told mi he gimme the new hp.. YAY i s happy.. hpmm! bernard i gt my hp bac liao! haha u cnt suan mi! thn 2dae we went 4 tis sorta walk.. thn i saw noel..lol i rmb him as button boy hahaz.. thn aft tt walk we go eat prata thn we walk around n i saw jiamin! lol fri i wan ask her wear she stay.. thn we bought chai tou kuay n went bac home.. thn i at home slack lyk mad lyk go sleep thn whn i woke up we goin bac liao.. thn went home first ting i did ws sms wq happy bdae n bathe.. thn watch national dae show.. cnt wait 4 tmr! i goin out wid deb, iry, weilin, wen qing, jolene n wuhuan.. i tink.. hahaz! yawnz gonna sleep liao..
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10:45 PM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
ws lyk went wid my parents n aunt 4 tis kinda family activity.. bt quite fun lah.. cause rent car 1.. s i ws lyk in air con almost e whole dae.. lol.. thn we visited dif places.. at e end e best part of e tink ws tt we won a hp! lame lah.. bt funny sia my dad saes tt sumtyms lyf lyk whn u rili wan sth u get it.. lucky lah.. thn whn we won the prize my mom ws lyk screaming n thn i laf until i cry.. lol.. nowadaes no hyper moms lerh.. lol thn i lyk my aunt prefer to sit down n lac.. thn aft tt i quarreled wid my bro.. ws s damn pissed lah cause he accuse mi.. shyt lah.. thn we rode e car around.. thn at nyt we go eat one of my fav.. its lyk s long nvr eat le bt in the end i ws nt tt keen to eat it..duno y.. thn c my dad s happy i try to eat lyk s happy.. thn aft we eat liao my aunt had a lng tok wid mi.. thn i realized s many tings.. n i felt s guilty tt all tis while i had been s selfish without noein it..thn i went to e toilet to let it all out.. i finally changed my view of cing tings nw.. thn andric called.. thn he n his fren sccot i tink n i were lyk toking.. thn my stupid mouth lah.. let it out tt i wanna change char lerh.. thn andric ws lyk pestering.. urgh.. thn in the end i no choice bt tell him.. dunno lah monkey quite ok i tink.. bt i cnt confirm yet.. hahaz..
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9:43 PM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
hmm came bac to update blog liao.. i kena ban com cause i cheated e tym.. hehe.. thn my bro big mouth lah mei you bie de shi jiang den go sae mi.. walao eh his mouth pro sia.. even i oso cnt out tok him.. xiang ta xia gui! ystd gt duty.. thn i went wid deb we go eat first b4 i go home alone.. deb gt band den iry goin tm wid fren.. thn i took bus n saw her n her fren.. lol.. thn after tt i went bac to skool again.. gt the council duty.. sian lah muz wear long sleeve n court shoes bt apart frm tt, we get 2 stay until latelate.. s i luv it! hahaz.. thn i did the side gate duty wid anissa.. s borin loh.. thn she ws standing at 1 end thn i standing near the basketball court there.. thn alone gt nth to do.. thn after tt zhao wei n his fren came loh.. they plae basketball.. gt pa duty mah.. thn aft plaein zhao wei go wipe his sweat on my shirt loh! walao i ws s pissed.. the real owner of tis shirt suay lah.. gt zhao wei's sweat.. hahaz.. =X thn i saw the sun set! s beautiful sia lyk orange clouds all over.. thn nyt until nyt i still standin.. jiao suan lerh.. thn the stupid court shoes go cut my skin thn its lyk came off n vry pain.. urgh.. thn nyt tym ws lyk go makan.. i eat lyk 1 whole plate sia.. hungry! thn lata gt debriefing.. thn in the middle andric go call mi.. thn all the councilors lyk lk at mi.. ps lah.. thn aft tt went home.. ws lyk oredi 10 plus.. i ws scared loh bt *he smsed mi thn he gave mi a sense of courage.. lol thn on thursday.. monkey! walao he go sae" im s hamesome.. nvm.. i noe i ur type ryt.. dun need sae i noe liao.." lol i lyk diok shock hahaz.. thn deb go sae he vry ugly.. wear gt loh! rah.. lol.. i duno if i changing char nt.. i still cnt give up.. urgh.. heheheh.. 2dae went home econs lah.. i skipped guitar.. yay! thn i overslept s by the tym i reached ws oredi 8 sumtink.. thn aft tt went wid megan n pam go drink bubbletea.. thn pam n i tot we saw ****** wearing a ****.. hahaz!!! s funny! thn i walked all e wae 2 the bus stop.. the wind blow until my hair lyk siao liddat.. bt i lyk 2 spent tym reflecting.. bout e tings i did.. wt hd happened to mi.. m i gettin more n more selfish? in life dere r s many happenings.. i prefer to help those hu r in trouble.. cause whn u r the one giving urself advice, its harder to convince urself to do wt u tink.. nw im lyk waiting 4 a dae.. cnt wait! quickcome leh! hehe..
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1:23 PM
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