Thursday, November 30, 2006
he asked me e question again can. i jz said tt i needed more tym.duno wt im feeling inside. its jz a jumbled up mixture of feelings.haix. i jz need 2 answer tis question.do i lyk him anot? my ans: i duno.=.= its hard,2 make a decision cus of his past. wt if it repeats again? wt if.. im hurt again? bt in my heart, there's a little hope tt he will change.or mayb, prove tt he's not lyk we they said of him.oh ya. n i gained a son.hahas nw im a gan ma le! XD
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ystd fun sia.mz thanks evry1 hu wished me happy bdae! =D dad s angry s my msgs overshoot 200+ sia..worse thn b4..hais. thn made worse whn i stomachpain..diok nagging from sum1 loh.hahas he nagnagnag nonstop. =X thn lata go rest..thn beta le..hahas thn he funny lah go bk christmas dae..sae wt 'i dun care christmas dae i oredi bk wid u.'lols. sian ama went overseas thn evrydae either eat noodles or porridge.cus my maid duno wt 2 cook.thn pa n ma oso go work.ystd pa n ma oso gt work lah s i stayed at home. thn at nyt aft mom cum home thn cut e bdae cake.hehe is coffee 1..bt duno y i no appetite.i cnt w8 2 c ms chin in her wedding gown!hehe..n ystd deb nvr sms me i tot she 4get me liaox.bt in e end turned out tt she ws w8ting 4 11.59 thn send me e msg thn special mah.haha! i wrnged her liao.paiseh hoh.thks 4 ur msg! XD
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
gona sleep liaox.zZZZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzz.
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Friday, November 24, 2006
ystd ws e opening.jiamin said 2 arrive at 12 bt i arrived at 12.50.=X hahas thn whn i reach liao jiamin missing, bt saw garykor.thn tok loh.thn gt pa party aft e food arrived.sian deb haven cum thn i alone.actually nt totally alone lah.bt lyk no one im vry close to sia.oni garykor loh.thn finally deb arrived.thn go buy bbtea thn i buy 4 zhaowei kor.treat him lohx since last tym he treat me.hahas thn whn cum bac *his mom go call me.urgh thn sumore i duno hu lohx.thn she ask alot of questions.lols bt lata he apologized lah.=D sian thn aft wnt to pass e bbtea to andric.thn go av liao..thn i got a minnie pen.it ws nice lohx..silver colour,lks damn nice =) michelle arrive by thn oredi lah. thn we go hall prepare liao.thn saw e guy hu teased me on e bus, stil smile at me sia =.= tym flies loh b4 i knew it oredi finish liao.thn me n michelle ran away.actually we tot tt we had escaped frm mr gan.bt hu noes lata he appeared n asked us 2 do work again.hais X/ i ws damn glad tt pervert din came niwaes. got enuf frm him liao cans.thn aft e funny part ws e chocolates highlighted word "why chocolates are beta thn sex?" =X not saying nitink hahas bt seems lyk e tchers jz lurved it evn mrs neo oso cum lohx.XD thn aft tt meet michelle ,yeye n selene.thn on e bus yeye n me kept toking.thn funny sia tok until e mian bao tingy..lols thn went to food court budget eat lah.no money liaox.i oni 2.90 n yeye oni 4.10.s she gave me her 10cents..hehe thn michelle lended me $2.yay finally got money to eat! =)) thn yeye oni drink nia.sae tt she drink full liao though im not sure. thn went walkwalk..thn funny loh we walk round n round at tm thn aft tt we go century square walk round n round again..thn whn we reach century square i saw tt npcc guy again.n he called my name n thn lk away loh.tink i nvr c bt i saw his lips moving sia..s lame can! hahahahaha! thn i tot i saw mx. or isit? hmm duno thn go eat ice cream.walao e ice cream man go tease me! wth thn yeye noe thn she qi fu wo go ask me take.thn i kena bullied! rah! 1st tym take e empty cone =.= thn second tym he dun gimme e ice cream. walao thn aft 2nd tym i s damn pissed liao jz walk away.thn yeye go take he give..unfair loh! hahas bt funny sia.evry1 ws laffing at me 4 god's sake..=.= fuming wid anger.argh thn whn home loh.had alot of fun lah..sianz tt bathe liao n zzzzz..
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
weird sia.ws on e bus hm aft buying bks wid dad.thn aft tt gt a group of npcc ppl come up lah.bt e oni ppl i knew ws garykor n shawn.thn aft tt i heard sum1 callin my name.turned bac bt cnt c clearly.oni cn tell tt its one guy whom i duno..thn aft tt they went down thn tt guy go sae"bye amanda!"thn i ignore lah. thn he said again.thn i turn.thn i jz stared loh.dun evn noe tt person leh..bt paiseh cus he kept saying bye n i nvr rply.lols blame it on my bad eyesight bah.i ws stil trying to figure out hw he lk lyk seh.hahas nxt tym shall b more polite.=)
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
ws in a damn confused state 2dae..wnt sch in e mornin thn during e bus journey bac i ws tinking all e wae..haix i stil duno wt will my answer b..bt i jz realized tt there's no such ting as a perfect relationship.sooner or later will haf some diff or arguements de.bt whether e relationship will lst depends on each ppl's understanding.if a couple quarrels n both r unwilling to gif wae or own up to their mistakes, thn its sure gona end liao loh.until nw i jz dun understand hw some ppl tink..whn they quarel,they nvr evn try 2 patch n jz break up liao..isit 2 escape frm all tis or isit jz tt their feelings r no longer there.wteva,their words dun mean a tink whn tis hapens.cus none of it is true.=) sian loh.i stil cnt gt n answer.wanted to take up e phone n call deb.ask 4 advice. bt thn decided tt tis has 2 b my choice.bt shud i or shud i nt?i asked 4 tym 2 consider n he told me he'll w8.bt wt shud i sae?i rili duno hw long i'll take 2 answer his question loh.my choice r alwaes messy n rush.i dun tink whn i wana do sth.s tis tym, im gona tink throughly.if he cn prove 2 me tt he is true,thn i guess its alryt giving him a chance tis tym.=D
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Monday, November 20, 2006
sian nth 2 do!!! ystd diok scolding frm dad cus i ws playing wid piggy bro.. walao jz bcus i WAS bigger s he scolded me. i ws TOTALLY pissed sia but i had my revenge by pinching piggy bro when my father nt lking...lols thn when i pinch him he gave me a funny look tt made me laugh.SIAO. hahas =D
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
continued smsing him 2dae.. thn found out sumtink (dun ask me.i promised nt 2 tell) ok i ws shock kae..if any other ppl heard tis myt tot he came frm e mental hospital. =X bt duno lah, best not 2 gif ni comments, hahs.2dae wnt guitar lah..luki uncle lim nvr scold me or wteva. in fact,he din evn notice my presence.hehe thn aft tt go home nth 2 do.. thn almost whole dae sms loh..die lah gona overshoot de..confirm! haix bt nvm.. thn call him wake him up..thn tt tym plaeing e cat game on9 thn vry funny gt e meowmeow sound..hahas i won my piggy bro in e game! hahas thn actually wan jie his hp sms de..bt thn he congming include gst double e price.s nt worth it loh..lols thn i stick to smsing frm my hp. =D mom gimme $30 $20 to return to deb $10 to save.. i gona use it 4 my hp bill! lalalas jz eat finissh nw blOated xD
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
went 2 e chalet on 13..thn met wid wq,weilin,jo n yeye thn we go deb's house put bag thn go buy satay..evry1 damn excited loh..thn came bac deb oredi reach home from band liao.. thn deb,me n her mom go book in.. thn bk bbq tingy..thn aft tt weilin they all arrive lah.. thn prepare e bbq ting thn i called dad cum..thn ppl start arriving loh.. thn at nyt wq n me tell ghost story, thn play waterbomb at e park, thn weijiekor n me play wid matchstick..thn at nyt hanwen kor cum lah..cus late liao s deb ask her parents go fetch him..thn he gimme a present lah..ws lyk quite nice loh (a bottle wid some notes)thks hoh.. hahax thn in e end take pic thn e bed break.. walao evry1 on e bed diok shock lohx..lan bed sia..cnt even support 4 ppl..=.= thn in e end we tried fixing e bed bac.. actually cn lahx.. bt in e end weilin step on it loh thn e bed drop again.. thn cnt fixed bac liao lah..thn until 2sth we go out..lols sumore go coffeeshop there drink coffee..vry fun sia..thn went bac around 3 sth thn i nap awhile lahx.. thn aft tt yeye n company go out left us nia thn play card game..thn i keep putting e wrong card n losing..sian loh.. got 3 of e 2s oso cn die sia..lan lyk shyt..lols luki nvr gamble or i bankrupt liaox.. thn nxt morning nth 2 do lohx.. we din plan properly bahx..bt since its e 1st tym, we cn do better again loh..s jie u shudnt b affected s badly by tis lah..let it b lyk a comment lohx.. thn in e end went out 4 breakfast thn aft tt we go buy beach ball plae..lols funny sia we play inside mah thn evry1 sit down plae..haha thn poor ting wei jie n rachel sit in e mid diok hit..=X thn aft tt we bbq e food loh.. we din bk pit s bbq on e floor..lols thn aft tt go swimming..i duno hw 2 swim thn deb bcum my trainer.. thn finally i dare to submerge my head inside =.= last tym pri skool my dad push my head inside i cry sia..hahas thn we got go cycling..thn cus our results ws out thn i ws praying hard nt 2 get in2 a or b loh..yay i rili nvr! sumore same class as deb n wq sia.. thn *she cry loh..cus nvr get in2 e class she desired..bt ting is tt whn *she ws crying,wq ws anweing her loh.. thn she hao xin mei hao bao keep saying we all thn at 1st deb sit in frnt of tv keep quiet lah..thn whn she scold wq deb cnt tahan n scold her sia..gd seh evry1 clap hands..hahax thn in e end she cry again loh..haix thn wq anwei ta thn deb n me aft send yeye thy all thn went to foodcourt there cus i got gastric.. thn aft eat liao we buy pinapple rice 4 weilin n wq n chocolate..hehe thn aft they eat we go swim again thn finally evry1 line up 2 bathe..na shi ta shuo chu na ji ju hua..thn aft tt we go out buy drinks n sum food loh..in e end vry tired sia evry1 go sleep..thn i siaosiao de san gen ban ye scully wake up..thn go keep my hp loh.. thn go sleep again.. thn deb hen ke ai sleep lyk pig..hehe =X thn morning deb 1st wake up..actualy i oredi awake bt jia zhuang zai shui jiao.. thn wq call thn i wake up.. thn my hair qiaoqiao de..argh! thn i go brush teeth thn weilin make sandwich.. thn we go shou shi dong xi while eating.. thn finally we go bk out le.. thn came home chiong 2 bathe thn go bac 2 skool again check results..i happy lah go take bk list thn go home..bt ama angry wid me 4 not studying hard enuf..thn nagnagnag alot lohx.. sian..
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
yay mom n dad bought all e utensils liao..hahs spend a long time choosing my clothes..argh no enuf shorts! ystd uncle came over n brought e dragon tiger gate(4get e name liaox)thn ws watch until nyt..ws nt s interesting cus i guessed out almost all e plot..=.= thn i dare not sleep sia.. thks 2 sum1 go send me e commit suicide e gruesome pic..urgh wana strangle her..hope evryting goes well tmr n evry1 haf fun lohx..wahahas..i wan listen to ghost stories!!!sian lah my message is goin 2 overshoot if i dun control liao..bt whn ppl sms i jz haf 2 rply..lols at least i nt as bad as ystd's xiao hai bu ben e tom go chuck up hw many thousand smses ryt.. xp i din noe wt 2 sae whn he go sms sae he smoking loh..dun c e joke of it sia..thn in e end lamely rplied ''smoking is not healthy de lerhx'' hahahaha! piggy bro is a maple freak sia..play frm morning until jz nw 4pm thn gimme e comp..tsktsk..gonna eat otah 4 dinner lata..yay!
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
jz nw piggy bro irritate me by pinching me..sumore s pain sia..thn finally cannot tahan we both play pillow bolster fight..thn i whack him wid e bolster..hahax thn he kept whacking my head =.= thn lunch tym eat french fries (handmade by ama), bread, sausage, egg wid coffee n honey..hehe i mixed both of them 2gether..not s bad lah.. tis morning wake up at 5 sth cus mosquito bite me thn ichy..thn i stoopid sia run all e way to my parents complain cus they nvr on air-con..=.=hahax thn aft tt mom n dad went out lahx..thn blif it or not piggy bro started playing comp..thn i fell asleep thn woke up piggy bro still playing..walao addicted sia..thn i go nagnagnag him..lols..cnt blif it sia thn aft i nag he go stand up n shake his butt at me.=.= hahahaha! thn deb jz nw call me we discuss bout e chalet.. thn she told me bout him thn gimme a damn bad impression bout him sia..i shall keep my distance.. wahahas.. chalet on monday! there will b s much fun in celebration of deb,jo,me n iry birthday sumore! lalalas..hmm.. shud i continue to rply his msg?argh whn e tym come thn tink lah! hahs mom n dad gonna buy e utensils.. deb gonna change e pasir ris one 2 downtown east one.. sians, gonna nap le..hahs
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Friday, November 10, 2006
went out wid deb ystd..thn actually agree 2 meet at 3.30 bt i left home at 3.30 cus my aunt nag at me bring umbrella..lols made deb w8..thn in e end me n andric both late..sumore on same train sia bt duno nia..thn whn to collect e ice lemon tee card thn makan at foodcourt..no money liao loh s haf 2 budget.. thn i ws lking 4 e hairband..found it lahx bt it ws lyk cost $7.. walao s ex sia.. thn andric took my card bt i duno loh! s kukuhead sia muz w8 until i eat finish thn ws lyk "eh?wear's my card arh?"=.= thn went 4 bubbletea.. thn deb strawberry i grape n andric peach..thn went bac lah..thn on e bus at first we were vry happy toktoktok thn lata andric ask 2 c deb's hp thn he bcum sulky..thn e whole journey lidat..sian loh..duno lah i ws feeling slightly pissed off..ok he ws nt happy cus deb had many guy's contact inside..i ws glad he apologized cus its not her fault loh..if she got flirt thn sae lah..bt she nvr flirt at all loh..whn u lidat she ws lyk tearful oredi lerhx..felt slightly guilty cus i din do anytink.. onli sat there quietly n kept my mouth shut..thn whn reach home my mom said she saw e hairband i wan n it cost 3 sumtink.. thn i ws lyk "huh?y nvr buy?half price loh!" thn mom said she will w8 until e price drop..haix lks lyk i'll haf 2 w8 until hw long loh..hahax thn at tt tym sum1 smsed bac..hahax chat 4 awhile lahx..they won! lalalas okie im mad..byebye
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
met wid deb, iry, wq, weilin and jolene.. thn sae wana meet at gym thn i tot skool gym thn turned out 2 b e gym 4 senior citizen's exercise place..=.= hahax thn i ws wearing e santa shirt! =D thn go discuss bout e chalet thn evry1 started calling..wahahas.. thn eat.. wah e noodle damn spicy sia i ws lyk crying le lohx.. thn in e end wq, iry n me cnt tahan go chiong 4 drinks..hahax thn go deb's house collect money cus not enuf thn go downtown east there book chalet.. thn tt person sae muz b above 18.. thn evry1 ws lyk walao we reach le loh.. thn in e end deb go call her mother thn book loh.. yay! happy sia.. but not enuf shorts..n oso goin 2 find slippers..lols cnt blif is nxt wk nia lohx.. shall go tease michelle.. hurhur ok nth2 sae liao byebye ^^
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Friday, November 03, 2006
we r planning 2 book a chalet!!! hehe vry excited..piggy bro's mood ystd damn good sia.. duno wt happen.. bt major change loh.. last tym i tok 2 him onli he scold.. thn ystd stil cn laf sia..=.= yay our bdae coming!!! deb's one is 23 nov, jolene's one is 26 nov,my one is 29 nov, iry's one is 5 dec.. lalala..damn bored at home..cnt go out late cus my neighbour jz pass away.. thn my grandma forbid us 2 go out at nyt..haix.. thn got one dream sia.. damn weird lohx..omg hw cud tis happen? its lyk.. wtf!? hahax..stupid sia.. if come true i cn go jump off a building.. lols.. nw lking at deb's baby pic..cute sia.. bt imagine her in short hair? =X hehe.. off 2 find some drinks!
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