Monday, February 26, 2007
arhhh!!!cnt blif e tests cuming liaox.im TOTALLY not prepared lohx.nvm mz tink of positive sid.im gona chiong study liaox.at least i muz pass 4 evrytink!ermx hopefully..okay hr goes my dae..ystd nyt gt bad headache thn ly on e bed.felt s weird i ws feeling warm n cold at e same tym.i ws cuddling insid my blanket tryin 2 get 2 slp..e headache's gona kill me sia..thn i dozed off.read his msg lata at 12sth.i FELT s bad.no,cus tis nt e 1st tym i fell aslp w/o tellin him loh..he SHUD b angry,n yet he said dun need 2 punish loh..thks 4 being s understanding.=D thn aft sch mit wid wq,jo,wl thn wnt 2 e optical shop..hmm wearing contact lens seem s damn scary can.wq's eye lyk red e othr tym n wl wear e contact lens tt tym it half cumin out.c liao damn scare sia.s e best is nt 2 wear specs at all,haf a perfect eye.=D s lame sia.lols thn lata jo told my sth.arghh i wana strangle sum1!made me s damn jealous n angry cans.walao sumore sae until lyk wt.PERVERT sia!tym goes s fast n s many tings hapen liaox.i still feel lyk im in sec1 alth i sec3 liaox.its a weird feeling.. guess tts y im s relaxed bout tings.sumtyms i sit down n wonder..im s happy we patch liao..at 1st i nv blifed tt tis cud happen.is tis fate?haha i dun rili blif in fate in relationship kind of tings bcus i blif tt if u rili love sum1,nth cn stop u frm loving him/her.evn whn tt person dies u'll continue loving them.yup tts wt i tink it shud b.lalala~ arhh hanakimi!!!gona go watch liao..bb
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5:09 PM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
i love u..
chi;wo ai ni
jap;ai shite imasu
malay;saya cintakan kamu
korean;sarang haeyo
russian;ya tebia lybly
valentines dae..wt m i feeling?im sort of messed up nw..s many tings happen i cnt rili recount it le..bt all i cn sae is i rili hoped we will last.i duno wt 2 sae lah.bt i ws v hurt whn he said tt all 2 me..its 2 sudden.tt ws e most impulsive words i've heard frm him.y is he doing tis?y mz he hurt both of us?wt is wrng?sumtyms i rili wan 2 go 2 an empty space n scream as loud as i cn.whneva i get in2 a relationship,i pour all my heart n soul in2 it.s y isit still goin wrong?isit all my fault,aft all i've done,i feel v shi bai.i wan 2 ask if he rili luv me n he's rili true de.i wan 2 ask if he rili did,hw cud he bear 2 hurt me.i wan 2 ask y aft s many words n promises we made,its still broken?am i asking 4 2 much?i dun need u 2 pei wo everydae.no.i dun need u 2 sms me evry min.no, i dun need u 2 go e extra mile 4 me.jz simply luv n care..n 2 last.haix im nt going force him le..i gave u tym,n of cus i hoped we cud continue.bt stil,its ur choice.if u wan 2 end it all,i jz haf 2 respect wt u tink.i treat u jz lyk norm,jz lyk hw a gerl shud treat sum1 she luv.s i dun blif in those kind of u treat me 2 gd i nt gd enuf of wteva ting.if u rili wan 2 patch,i wan u 2 mean it,nt jz bcus u feel guilty.i dowan 2 suffer tis kinda hurt again le..
okay lah nw bac 2 sch.2dae deb lyk gen wo shen me chou lidat pe lsn go throw ball ryt on my face n thn lata spray water all over my leg=.= my socks n shoes all wet loh.hahas i noe u din mean it lah i dun mind de..jz b more careful nxt tym,my nose is fragile de hor.lols i nth more 2 sae le..
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5:27 PM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
2dae 1st tym aft s lng i c deb cry until v sad..styms i wonder in my mind..does he noe hw 2 zhen xi ta mah?does he noe hw she mz haf felt whn he wrnged her?i guess i ll nvr noe..nvm bac 2 e gd tings.yay i cnt w8 4 carnival!!!pa gave me e $20 2 spend!hehe 2dae c dear i s happy..i feel v glad 2 haf him..wid him around i feel s sastified, safe n loved..its wt e othrs haf failed 2 make me feel it b4..okay lah goin 2 find clothes 2 wear 4 sat le.byebye
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7:20 PM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
ystd ws msging him.thn dozed off sia.woke up read his msg thn realized he is quite angry..frm his words loh.hais sry dear,i shudnt haf said tt.i take bac my word le..4given.=)) he wnt 2 buy clothes wid his mom le..make me v envy cus mummy jz came bac frm hospital haven recover s i predict tt new yr visits i cn sae byebye le.=(( no ang pow..haix i oso duno wt clothes 2 wear.haven buy.bt i planning jumpers n red tee at least got red cn le mah.sad sia he nwadaes nt free..i rili miss him..alot.muacks i hartx u..i dun seemed happy nwadaes.alot of tings go wrng 4 me.sumtyms its 2 sudden i need tym to adapt..i feel tt evn my friendship seems 2 b withering.isit bcus of me?friendship needs tym 2 nuture,understanding 2 grow n trust to last.lyk dad said,if 1 dae a fren is trapped in a fire,a true fren is sum1 hu will stick out e hand n pull them out no mata wt e outcome.e fren cud b jz sum1 hu noe each other 4 a few seconds,yet willing 2 part wid their lyf cus inside,they haf a special place in sum1's heart.tinking bout tis i find myself 2 self centred.okay lah im getting 2 sentimental le..ystd watch naruto oso cn cry.wtf loh.naruto lehx.hahas make me wana laf tinking..=.=
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
counting until 2dae is our 2mth 1 dae le..ystd i wanted 2 gif him e present de bt he nt free..he came hm v sad lah.bt aft tt he beta le.=)) dear u shudnt sae tt of urself hor..mz tink positive.thn 2dae dnt group.tk alot of pics lah thn gt my name!!!hehe actually e oni place i rmb goin is red top musuem n makanplace.xp i ate carrotcake cake sia.oily!bt dun care eat finish liao thn jian fei. hahas i 2dae v hapi bcus aft he sae all his probs he seemed beta le.n im glad he at least willing 2 sae it out.=D oh ya thn we go eat ice-cream.urgh e choc drip on2 my shirt!luki nt obvious..deb wore e same outfit again..lols >.< notty boi go call me 2 nag.=X thn i tried bargaining wid him cus i lazy 2 bath.hehe x))
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7:12 PM
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
comp spoil s cnt blog tis daes.im sort of disappionted n sad whn i read her blog..partly its my fault bt sum im totaly unaware of it can.nxt tym gt anith can jz tel me straight loh.i dun evn noe she ws thinkin tt wae.mayb she tt tym v angry lah bt dun i haf e ryt 2 noe at least?e most disappionting part is tt she din tell me n bcus of tt i nv had e chance 2 clarify sum misunderstanding.i cn tell u honestly tt i din purposely turn.u're my bestie n i RESPECT ur decision.if i had hated him i wun haf done mean tings daes ago why w8 until nw?nvm lah over liao.i shud jz 4get bout it liao..
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11:42 PM
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