Wednesday, February 14, 2007
i love u..
chi;wo ai ni
jap;ai shite imasu
malay;saya cintakan kamu
korean;sarang haeyo
russian;ya tebia lybly
valentines dae..wt m i feeling?im sort of messed up nw..s many tings happen i cnt rili recount it le..bt all i cn sae is i rili hoped we will last.i duno wt 2 sae lah.bt i ws v hurt whn he said tt all 2 me..its 2 sudden.tt ws e most impulsive words i've heard frm him.y is he doing tis?y mz he hurt both of us?wt is wrng?sumtyms i rili wan 2 go 2 an empty space n scream as loud as i cn.whneva i get in2 a relationship,i pour all my heart n soul in2 it.s y isit still goin wrong?isit all my fault,aft all i've done,i feel v shi bai.i wan 2 ask if he rili luv me n he's rili true de.i wan 2 ask if he rili did,hw cud he bear 2 hurt me.i wan 2 ask y aft s many words n promises we made,its still broken?am i asking 4 2 much?i dun need u 2 pei wo everydae.no.i dun need u 2 sms me evry min.no, i dun need u 2 go e extra mile 4 me.jz simply luv n care..n 2 last.haix im nt going force him le..i gave u tym,n of cus i hoped we cud continue.bt stil,its ur choice.if u wan 2 end it all,i jz haf 2 respect wt u tink.i treat u jz lyk norm,jz lyk hw a gerl shud treat sum1 she luv.s i dun blif in those kind of u treat me 2 gd i nt gd enuf of wteva ting.if u rili wan 2 patch,i wan u 2 mean it,nt jz bcus u feel guilty.i dowan 2 suffer tis kinda hurt again le..
okay lah nw bac 2 sch.2dae deb lyk gen wo shen me chou lidat pe lsn go throw ball ryt on my face n thn lata spray water all over my leg=.= my socks n shoes all wet loh.hahas i noe u din mean it lah i dun mind de..jz b more careful nxt tym,my nose is fragile de hor.lols i nth more 2 sae le..
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words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u