Friday, March 02, 2007
hahaha!i muz b e world stupidest moron around..nw tt its heading ryt to e rocks tt i finally realized my mistake..2 put it harshly,i duno hw 2 love.n in a relationship,e 2 ppl mz b e ones who each take initiative 4 it 2 work.bt 4 me,no.i left him 2 take all e initiative n i guess nw he's tired n sick of it liao.whneva we go out,he will b e one asking me out.wheneva we msg,mostly its he who msg.whneva we tok on e phone,its he who call.wt am i doing?slping lyk slping beauty w8ting 4 him to do evrytink.im stubborn.totally stubborn.n i guess tts y nw he'e tired n avoiding liao.even if i wan 2 try to save e situation..its 2 late isnt it?i wan it 2 b e same again bt is he willing to take tis risk again?its nt e 1st tym its happening..e lst tym it happened n he tried to sae out wt he tink,i ws ignorant to it.he said e same ting kp happening n he's sort of tired of it liao.s sumtym mz quarral.bt no,its nt tis meaning.he jz duno hw 2 put it..in e end, its still boils down tt both of us mz take turns 2 take initiative.its lyk tis isnt it?n nw,happily 4 myself,i ws e 1 hu sen it heading ryt to e rocks.its 2 late le..our 3rd mth 2dae bt he's still avoiding me..im sry..its my fault.if u wan 2 end it,i wun blame u le..mayb if i had realized my mistake earlier,it wudnt haf happened.bt nw..i guess its over.
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