Sunday, April 22, 2007
ysd ws s tiring..wnt 2 e family activity tingy.wellwell,i ws s reluctant 2 go thr.n i damn regreted letting my hair down.sians e heat ws unbearable.n sumore is nyt liao lohx.yepyep,thn wnt 2 tamp house.we had buffet at e place.e food ws nice!><hmms thn called kor.s late le lohx.n his hp s laggy.=.=tok halfwae scully hung up.lols thn in e end watched movie wid daddy.e name's called mo gong or sth.bout wartime bahx.n gt 1 show,brotherhood i tink.its s touching lah.& i duno wt's cuming wid me nwadaes.felt rude.bt guess tis tym im supposed 2 b tis wae bahx.i dn wana do sth tt i dun feel lyk doing.i dowan 2 b a gd gerl.i dowan 2 b kind 2 u.i dn feel lyk toking 2 u.s jz let me b nasty kae?jz luki i din scold u.haix..4gt it.2dae morn whn out 2 eat wid dad,mum n piggy bro.thn mum's food gt nymph cans.i wan complain de loh.bt mummy dowan.spoil my appetite.thn lata dad cooked.mz admit tt he cooks sum food is damn nice.bt whn he tries 2 cum out wid sth new,well ermx..he stil has 2 improve alot.& 2dae,surprisesurprise,we ate peppery porridge.wahahas!xDn my egg ws lykhalf cooked.still gt e transparent tingy loh.ate it aniwae,luki no stomachache.thn rushed hm 4 tuition.i kena locked outsid my house cus grandparents aunt n maid all out.i ws s pissed off lah.called my dad.thn they took cab hm.mum sae nxt tym mz gime key.nw thn u sae?i've been telling u tis 4 s many tyms liao lah.rah!by thn i late 4 45 mins liao.thn dad sae dun nd 2 go.yay!!!hahas no boring lessons.thn watched casino royalle.e guy's s idiot lah.bomb himself.LOL.n i drank s much.coffee wid vanila,7 up,yakult(ps duno hw 2 spell)n again coffee.water!bloated liaox.thn aunt came wid uncle.aunt sae i tanned until v obvious liao.arh!bt sum ppl tan until v nice loh.esp those instructors frm temasek poly.i love their tan!XDtis few daes e weather damn hot.stand out side awhile cn feel e heat le.fri kena sunburn lah.i scare liao loh.nw my skin is lyk,hand tan,neck tan,face lighter abit,body light.wth.lalala i love tis song,放心i'm ok go away忍住我的泪记得你曾经爱我对不对所以i'm ok 无所谓该向你感谢在我心底那玫瑰曾开得很美赶在今天阳光很灿烂特地穿上你送我的白色球鞋只是还不习惯街道那么宽想躲进你口袋找温暖从前是场重感冒要靠勇气才医得好虽然明天走不到恋爱要重考我还是会笑la……现在我迈开大步走一直向前走不许再回头经过了你的爱我的回忆够精采你的爱在心底不会枯萎gtg eat le.bbn b4 i 4gt,
HAPPY 16th BDAE 2 GARY KOR! =D
pls,go away.
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4:28 PM
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
6 days nv blog liaox.>< hahas v lazy..
zzzzzzz
our guitar gt silver 4 syf..
no improve,no deprove.
bt it ws quite heart breaking bahx.
aft all e hard work uncle lim n all of them haf bn putting in..
haix sianz.
ppl cried.n many were v disappionted..
feeling sort of sad tt seniors leaving liao.
sec3s n sec4s all no more chance 2 play 4 syf le.
its lyk
im nt sure..
sort of sad lahx.
gt av meeting bt i din go..
thn scully jess cum up tell me sae i kena treasurer wid carmen.
i shocked.dots.
nvm.
n our sch netballers won e match.
its lyk,
omg,im s proud of u guys!=D
ysd din wnt 2 sch cus me n deb wnt 2 e dragonboat ting.
well as usual,
we lost,
bt its quite an improvement le lohx.
all of us managed 2 coordinate.
i ws sort of fedup cus e gerl in front of me ws lyk spashing water on me cans.
n its lyk,
if abit n sumtym nia nvm.
bt she EVRY paddle tt wnt in splashed a WHOLE puddle of water on my face.
splash until my whole face wet.
splash until my whole hair oso kena.
splash until evn my shorts n shirt all totally wet.
splash until my eye blur cnt c wt in frnt.
n kp hitting my paddle.
wth,
in e end,
i shouted at her 2 stop it.
rah!
n deb is funnier loh.
she told me nt 2 scold them.
thn in e end,
she herself go sae
"cn u put ur paddle in e water lightly!"
LOL
bt apart frm tt is quite fun lah.
we enjoyed tt tym loh.
thn aft tt we go eat.
n we got lost inside e temasek poly.
gosh.e place's big!X.x
pam n deb.hu's tt guy bhind?=X
other schs.they gt their own dragon boat cca =.= preparing 2 go in2 e boat..
all set!
i'll nvr 4gt tis moment.
makan time!
its lks out of place.hahas
wt r those 2 gerls doing
swimming pool!
aeroplane! thn we wnt bac 2 sch lohx.
all of us kena tanned!
n pam n deb kp disturb me cans.
urh.
well e following pics were taken out of boredom :D
3d'07 <33
back view.yucks =X
tis mushrooms r cute!
outside view.hdb flats.lol
dmn frm my floor.=D
aft tt we wanted 2 go 2 e yumyumtree bt close.
thn wnt 2 jiajing buy bbletea.
hahas thn pam wnt bac 2 sch wid her bro.
i wnt 2 deb's house.
bath there i took ermx.
half an hour?
lols
n deb s irritating.
outside kp shouting
im tanned im tanned!
hahas
thn she plaed e song yu jian n qing tian on e piano.
it ws nice cans.
esp e yu jian song.
thn lata we go buy e whitening mask n ate kfc.
thn we go put e mask
wahahas 2 kukus!
diao.
thn both of us ly on e floor w8ting 4 it 2 dry..
thn lata go peel it off.
hahas my skin colour bac 2 almost norm liao.
cept 4 e reddish colour.
bt deb's 1 ws still s obvious.=X
lols
thn we prepared 2 go nyt class.
we s xtra cans.
both of us were e oni 1 wearing shorts.
lol
aniwaes,
HAPPY B'DAE YUNKAY!*ysd
HAPPY B'DAE MINGXUAN!*ysd
HAPPY B'DAE ANN GIE!*2dae
thn aft tt we wnt 2 eat.
w8ted 4 e bus until all of us sians liao.
thn wnt 2 prata stall.
saw ms yeo n e guys there.
she treated all of us lah.
n we felt quite bad cus jz nw in class she ordy treat us sweets liao.
haix,
thn aft tt deb nd 2 leave cus she ws late.
ws feeling emo cus e dae's ending liao.
n we had s much fun loh.
i nt blaming u lah.
s dn tink 2 much bout it kaes.
eeyore!omg s cute ryt?
weird=.=
ms yeo n guys.opps =X
thn aft tt chated wid kor n go slp liao.
haix lata goin out le.
mz pei mummy.
sumore tmr gt tuition.
gtg liao.
bb
i feel my heart stop beating n turning cold as evry min goes past.oh lord,pls tell me wt 2 do.
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10:52 AM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
ysd my mood ws lyk damn bonkers.loli ws lying on e floor n scully,i started singing at e top of my voicehaha luki glass nv crack.=Xdeb paid my house a visit cus she visiting her ama's house s sunbian lohx.thn we did amaths.hmms nt me bahx,i ws bzy lazying around.hahs!thn we wnt 2 parkway check on wt 2 buy 4 weilin..sianx we walkwalkwalk thn scully cum across e musical box.it ws sweet mans.turnturnturn n the sound cum out.i actually wanted to buy e 1 wid e happy bdae song bt deb said it ws lyk s outdated liaox.logical though.her bdae oredy 1wk plus ovr le leh!lolsthn we din understand e friends tt song s we bought e memory 1 frm cats.thn wnt bac lahx.e bus stop incident ws funny.deb you r s fated!opps =Xthn whn walking bac gt tis bunch of flies flying in front of me n deb.thn 4 obvious reason,i screamed n duck.thn cum up aft i tot i ws safe lah.thn stupid,i ws directly blow e flies can.deb saw e flies above us n ws lyk swapping cus she felt sth on her head.walao disgusting sia.bt e scenario s funny,thn we both were lyk held hands,duck,run!lolbtw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!u're 15 2dae le,cheers!xDtis morning woke up early cus we nd 2 go n pray to grandma.whn we reached e place,it ws lyk damn crowded loh.our lvl ws e highest,s e scenery frm above ws damn beautiful loh.n i jz stood thr,staring n feeling e breeze.its lyk all my troubles gone liao.e oni prob is oni gt alot of ppl.if ppl few wud b s quiet n peaceful lah.hu saes tt a cemetary is scary n unrested.i seriously dn agree wid it lah.its e wae u tend 2 lk at tings.thn we burned paper money n all.ws glad i wore black cus e ash were flying all ovr.thn we wnt 2 e temple thr lah.another place 2 pray..thn we ate,thn wnt 2 e monument area.saw ppl whom i ws familiar wid.it made me realize hw fragile life is lah.s ermx,jz learn hw 2 cherish tings around u bahx.thn wnt hm bath n chiong 4 tuition.tot i ws late s cycled at top speed lah.thn almost kena by car.stupid loh e car ws lyk turning in frnt n i din realize.luki it stop in tym lah,e car jz banged onto my bike slightly.i din evn bothered 2 lk at e driver's fucked up face.jz carried on cycling loh.tuition s boring.evry1 slping liao.n thr's a stupid guy kp repeating e same tink to tcher evry lesson."s chim!"=.=niwaes nw i serously nth 2 tok about.nt in e mood 2 do s o nt evn interested lah.ppl hu gt nth beta 2 do,move on lah.tis earth has no place 4 u geddit.dn make ppl hate n lk down on u.&&&,use ur brains more can.dun make ppl laugh at u.wt u do doesnt evn affects others bt u urself.LOLnvr let wt others say affect u cus u r u urself.its nt worth it 2 shed a tear 4 them,change 4 them,or even notice them.lyk dad said "whn e tree's roots r planted firmly into e ground,no amount of obstacles can uproot it."be more confident girl.=Dsigning of,`mirage. beauty flows not through looks,but through true character.=D
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
oh wells tis few daes piggy bro's been using the comp..s no chance 2 blog.wahahashmms..april 10HAPPY B'DAY TO BI AND HAN!haha.ws weird arh.rmbered aft we go buy food thn wnt upstairs.thn bi n han thr loh.thn stupid bi go crept bhind me n weizhen lyk mouse.thn we walked.thn they walked.thn we walked faster.thn they walked faster.thn we ran.n they chased us!n they were lyk making all sorts of noise bhind.lol bt e scenario ws damn funny>.<ystd,4gt most of it liaox.bt had a long tok wid sum1.haix tinks seem so complicated.i tink u nd a break bahx.2dae,duno y tis few daes suddenly i felt muchmuch beta le.as if e load is being lifted inside.duno hw 2 sae..bt thks 2 those hu's been helping me.n sry to sum1..duno wt,i sumhw felt tt i shudnt b 2 selfish.yep.niwaes gt ss and chi test.wahahas.i spent oni 20mins reading..in e end manage 2 write a full page.jz hope tis tym i dun get tt same 3 marks again.=.=plus 4 tt paper i wrote 2 full pages k.n 3 marks?wtf..chi ws hilarious.lol i finish liao.thn 4gt 2 pass up.siao.thn aft sch go find tcher.kena scolding.lol thn she sae "mz c ur ppr,if 2 gd i minus marks."thn i go tell tcher sae,"dun wry tcher,wun 1,cus my marks confirm low."m i supposed 2 call tt lame?LOLthn wnt dnt workshop find weilin.she doing her g-clamp& we sort of gave pressure to her.imagine 7 ppl watching her hammer her artifact?hahasn thn i tink lata she gt angry & impatient.cus she ws lyk filing her artifact so vigourously.in e end,ended up me,deb,estee took turns to help her file.bt it got worse loh.in e end redo again.imagine hw pissed off she ws lah.thn later mr lee let her off.thn we were lyk walking to the entrance whn sum1 shouted.BUS!& every1 CHIONG ARH!hahahaha!thn wnt up tt double deck bus 2 tm lahx.thn i ws lyk eating e salmon spread.super hungry lohx.thn jess weizhen sit in frnt,a sec1 guy bhind them,me n iry bhind tt guy,n deb n weilin bhind us.thn lata weizhen turn back.n saw tt guy bhind her covering his nose n mouth wid both hands.n she tot wt happen.thn she lk at me eating.weizhen:amanda,hw cum he lidat?me:huh? weizhen:thr e guyme:(saw him n even more puzzled)huh?weizhen:(ask tt guy)u cnt stand e food smell isit?guy:stared at usme:u rili cnt stand e smell arh?u ok nt?i go throw it away lahguy:shakingwz & me:(panics)thn i almost wnt down n scully he remove his hand n said:"very cold."WODETIAN!he damn cute lah~!thn we burst out laffing..walao i still tot wt.lol thn we wnt 2 macs.duno wt happen e price lyk kena rise lidat.n i swore i heard e lady said $2.thn gif her money she sae is $3 n i nvr listen properly.hahas thn we started toking about sum1,lol its lyk,i no comments.bt if 1day a miracle happens,i wish ahem good luck.muahaha!=Xevil.thn lata toked about e chi ppr.n thn it ws s hilarious lah.we confirm ur ppr fail liaox.GUAI REN.wahahahas!xDn i passed my 2.4km!nono,is i passed ordy,bt nvr reach tcher's target.he expects us gerls to all get gold.so tt means at least a c.n finally aft 3 rounds!sumhw i felt tt whn im happier,i run faster.weird lol.thn take height n weight.hmms i grew 1cm.n losed weigh.LALALAwenqing,bleahs.im no lnger heavier thn u.xDaniwaes,nafpa ws postponed 2dae.my targets are lyk damn high loh.my sunzi challenge me 1..zzzzzzama lao le,no stamina..hahas bt i'll still try my best,dun wana laokui lah.finally toked finished liao.2dae's post veryvery, LONG.zzzzzzznights every1,lollipop dreams.=D when the stars are shining high in e sky,nth else cn hide their beauty.=D
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9:44 PM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
sumtyms,in lyf i wonderhow far will a person go 2 get sumtink they wan?y do ppl do tings lyk backstabbing,evn to bestiesy do ppl leave their parents jz 4 their selfish means after years of care n love.y do ppl gossip n tok about othrs when they themselves r lyk farkingly worse?y do ppl nt learn 2 cherish until lyf seems 2 cum 2 an end?y do ppl care oni bout themself whn thr r others in a muchmuch more worse plight than them?sinsinsin.n do they regret,do they lk back n tink?no.until 1 day whn evrytink goes through n cycle n happens 2 they themself,thn they cum n cry.stupid n idiotic.ppl hu understand,gd 4 u.ppl hu dun,take it as crapping.zzzzz gona eat liaox. nvr do 2 others wt u dun wan 2 happen 2 u..
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11:30 AM
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Friday, April 06, 2007
ysd,wnt 2 sch.gt pe lahx.wsnt no mood 2 do anith.thn 2.4 run,i ran,vented my frustrations.in e end,i din noe if i ws sweating o crying.bt it felt s s much beta lahx.being s temperamental nwadaes.i din noe wt i ws doing.hw cud i shout at him?its lyk,whneva i bcum emo,i gt angry n irritated easily.i dare nt tok 2 ani1 nw.i duno whn im goin 2 shout o vent on them lahx.jo,nxt tym we go 2gt buy punching bag okay?s whn we're feeling down,we punch n punch n punch.dn nd 2 punch e wall liaox.thn cn train our strength n vent our frustrations out bahx.=)ystd ws weilin's bdae,actually we agreed 2 buy sth 4 her.n I was supposed 2 buy it.bt tt dae,i 4got.n all bcus my heart ws sumwhr else.felt s selfish.i noe u all din blame me.bt stil,its my fault,isnt it?haix.it ws supposed 2 b aHAPPY BDAEbt i SPOILT it.im rilirili sry gerl.niwaes,we wnt 2 mediacorp lata 2 support erika n anothr ex dunmanite who ws presenting e product.n e surprise?we won!hahasthn gt 1 part v amusing.mark lee showed special interest in junyi.RAIN!LOL.he's gonna appear big in tv ;)thr v strict sia.wan eat they chase me out of e studio.stupid loh.thn ask us 2 put our hp 2 silent.lata i take my phone,gt 9 miss calls.=.=wnt 2 buy sum drinks thn go back liaox.reached home at 12plus.thn had a shower n zzz.woke up 2dae at 10sth.thn wnt downstairs.blurblur de.thn saw pa making sum cottons.make me evn more blur loh.thn in e end i realized he ws removing e clumps from e bolster.hahas,plus he cutted it open loh.lol s amusing.nth 2 tok about le.tis few wks,o 4 e month,i've been feeling depressed.plspls,let thr cum another prince charming who will carry me off wid him 2 a faraway place n live happily eva after.lol crap lahx.feel lyk napping again.bb `wishing upon e star tt sumday,a miracle wud happen..
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2:44 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
mayb i saw sth i shudnt haf saw,it oni makes both parties hurt.
i didnt noe if i shud laf o cry lahx.
i dun tink ani1 cud b feeling gd about tis bahx
bt i noe,
thr's no wrng pursuing sum1 tt u love.
s i dun blame o hate.
mayb i jz have to take it e wae it is.
i cnt tolerate lies.its lyk sumtinks r beta 2 b said out thn kp.
cus in e end,e impact wud b more deadly lahx.
i seriously duno wt 2 sae,
styms i ask myself,
isit wrng 2 help?
cus in e end,
e 1 hu's rili hurt is me.
bt stil,i nv did wan 2 b satan,
s if u wan me 2 b happy,
pls b happy urself.tts enuf liaox.=)
niwaes,our class gt gold 4 captain's ball
3d JIAYOU!
overall 3g won,
bt nvm,we've tried our best,
at least we 2nd!
n gerl,1 shudnt b 2 soft.
if u r facing a opponent in a race,
heck care wt she toking lah.
she dare pull u,
i dun care she queen o wt shyt,
whack her!
its her wrng loh,
she dun haf tt privilege 2 boss u around.
n shudnt evn haf lahx.
all of us r standing by ur side u noe,
s thr's no nd 2 cry.=))
since young,mum alwaes tell me sth tt will remain in my mind..
nvr do 2 others wt u dun wan 2 happen 2 u.cus it will cum bac 2 u 1 dae.
s she nw do it 2 u,
w8 until she gt it her own,
n we'll haf a great laf. =D
uhh..sumtyms i wonder,
haf i called e wrng ppl?
its lyk,
whnevr im sad,
u'll b standing by my side lahx.
bt stil,my heart is dead.
s i dn dare 2 gif u s much false hope lahx.
i told u i nd tym,
bt hw long?i duno..
haix,let tym take its course bahx.
oh ya 2dae,we taking neoprint gt
me,wz,estee,wq,wl,jess,deb,sakshi,
n anothr gerl ermx paiseh i 4gt ur name =.=
thn whn taking liaox yeye,megan n jiamin chiong jin lai!
walao evry1 squeezing lyk mad loh.hahas!
madness =.=
whn tings bcum 2 complicated,i'd rather nt c anith.=/
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10:41 PM
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sweet memories begin.. <33
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words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u
many tings happened tis daes..i rili duno wt 2 sae lahx.bt all i cn sae is,i shud noe hw 2 give up.1stly,i dun tink its worth w8ting 4 guys lyk u.u've hurt e harts of gerls jz 4 ur selfish lust.all tis daes i've been tinking..as a fren u're gd,bt nt as a stead.s its best we remain tt wae.i jz hope 1 day u'll realize ur mistake,cus i noe sum1's w8ting 4 u.n she gd,really.u shud noe hw 2 cherish her.2ndly,there r muchmuch more purposes in life.my studies haf been slacking,my relationship with my frens n families.s its tym 2 buck up.3rdly,i believe,when u're crying,sum1 is crying 4 u.s cherish tt sum1 hu noes hw 2 cherish u.=)n guys,i love tis poem.=)i want to let it out,feel the emotionrun up a mountain,swim in the oceanfly far away to a peaceful placewin a gold medal,run the racefeel e breeze flow through my hairlearn to love myself,learn to carenot to be frustrated with life n its woesmy pain filled past are doors i want to closei've come tis far n cant give up yetis there sum1 out there i have nt metthe drink of the devil did nearly kill mefalse hopes n tradgedy i did almost seewill i grow old or even wake tmrno more pain,no more sorrowlive with dignity & truth,not a lieexpress not repress bt still i cannot cry..goin 2 stadium later..gtg prepare liaox.bbwhn the truth starts 2 shine,most of us prefer not 2 c it..
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9:56 AM
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sweet memories begin.. <33
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words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u
Sunday, April 01, 2007
jz came bac frm tuition..well 2dae's tuition sux.
tcher gave us 4 sheets of paper 2 do.
n his 5 mins of doing ws lyk 20 mins at least cans.
thn i ended up slping in class.
zzzz.
HAPPY APRIL FOOL GUYS!hahas cnt imagine wt kinda mean joke ppl r playing on each othr.
bt well,my joke ws SUPERDUPER lame.
o u can sae,
the ppl's reaction were totally unexpected=.=
lol
wteva,
nw w8ting 4 zhaowei 2 cum on9.
si zhaowei,
BE A GENTLEMAN CAN.
hw can u make a lady w8 4 u lah
lols lst tym go out wid u,
make me w8 1 HOUR.
nice job =.=
i stil wan u bac wid me.
hw cud u leave me jz lyk tis.
its s unfair 2 me.
no i dun care if u cnt face urself o wt.
bt i din mind,i told u did i?
u ended it jz bcus u cnt face urself.
its s heartbreaking.
haix bt at least inside,
i have beautiful memories of u n me.=')
tis ws hw u won my heart ovr.=')
tis is interesting guys.=) sumhw,u made me laf.
n stupid,tt hearts r MINE=.=
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4:07 PM
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sweet memories begin.. <33
17o05o07
words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u