Friday, April 06, 2007
ysd,wnt 2 sch.gt pe lahx.wsnt no mood 2 do anith.thn 2.4 run,i ran,vented my frustrations.in e end,i din noe if i ws sweating o crying.bt it felt s s much beta lahx.being s temperamental nwadaes.i din noe wt i ws doing.hw cud i shout at him?its lyk,whneva i bcum emo,i gt angry n irritated easily.i dare nt tok 2 ani1 nw.i duno whn im goin 2 shout o vent on them lahx.jo,nxt tym we go 2gt buy punching bag okay?s whn we're feeling down,we punch n punch n punch.dn nd 2 punch e wall liaox.thn cn train our strength n vent our frustrations out bahx.=)ystd ws weilin's bdae,actually we agreed 2 buy sth 4 her.n I was supposed 2 buy it.bt tt dae,i 4got.n all bcus my heart ws sumwhr else.felt s selfish.i noe u all din blame me.bt stil,its my fault,isnt it?haix.it ws supposed 2 b aHAPPY BDAEbt i SPOILT it.im rilirili sry gerl.niwaes,we wnt 2 mediacorp lata 2 support erika n anothr ex dunmanite who ws presenting e product.n e surprise?we won!hahasthn gt 1 part v amusing.mark lee showed special interest in junyi.RAIN!LOL.he's gonna appear big in tv ;)thr v strict sia.wan eat they chase me out of e studio.stupid loh.thn ask us 2 put our hp 2 silent.lata i take my phone,gt 9 miss calls.=.=wnt 2 buy sum drinks thn go back liaox.reached home at 12plus.thn had a shower n zzz.woke up 2dae at 10sth.thn wnt downstairs.blurblur de.thn saw pa making sum cottons.make me evn more blur loh.thn in e end i realized he ws removing e clumps from e bolster.hahas,plus he cutted it open loh.lol s amusing.nth 2 tok about le.tis few wks,o 4 e month,i've been feeling depressed.plspls,let thr cum another prince charming who will carry me off wid him 2 a faraway place n live happily eva after.lol crap lahx.feel lyk napping again.bb `wishing upon e star tt sumday,a miracle wud happen..
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