Thursday, May 31, 2007
well tings have changed 4 e beta..i've gt tis wonderful feeling in my hart nw..lks lyk a huge load haf been lifted le..haven gt much tings 2 tok about nw,my 1st priority shall be to study b4 i play;n im gona jiayous!gona chiong studies lata le.wahahas love's lyk a sweet nectar which melts in ur hart.<33
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
AWWW..
s sweet.
w bloggin bt e whole ting disappeared whn i clicked e wrng button.
s sry guys.
lol
another day bahx.
zzzz tired le.
byes ;)
sarang hae yo.=))
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9:18 PM
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Friday, May 18, 2007
whn i gt bac my results,i ws lyk.omg,wt's happened 2 u.whr's thr competitive spirit u used 2 haf?whr's tt courage u had 2 face up 2 obstacles?whr's tt strength 2 strive 4 e best?whr's ur aim?whr exactly is e old u?u've changed.changed s much tt e world seemed 2 b revolving evrydae w/o u knowing.wt haf u done,haf u made an effort?no.haix,u've nt oni let urself down,bt ur parent's expectation of u.its nt as if u're stupid or incapable 2 doing it.well,b4 i get 2 emo.i failed 3 subs in total.sort of fedup wid myself nw.all e empty promises u made 2 urself.get a move on!arh!ysd's tingy shall b kpt a secret. ;)2dae came late as usual.n jz nice i missed e attire check.yeah!hmms thn lessons talks blahblah until our free tym.thn cum plae uno.i won 2 tyms!lol bian taithn aft sch whn 2 e dnt wrkshop n rate ppl's file.i rate until i v sian liaothn go nap.thn lata tcher call us prepare go liao.thn go canteen buy food & in e meantym sneak peek.hehe.thn in e end,e funny ting ws tt it ws nt a bus fetching us thr,bt a van!lol thn we all squeezed inside.i ws eating tuna spread n inside e van gt sign put no eating.s i bend down 2 eat.weird scenario =.=deb oso did sm ting.wahahasthn during e talk which is s damn boring,i feel aslp.n debdeb go take my pic.u piggy gerl!rah!lolsms quek knew i ws slping cus gt e redred mark on my face.paiseh leh,hahasthn we go eat n i ate 2 plates of noodle.i WAS starving kay.jinghan evn worse,4 plates.
n deb ate an astonishing amount of..4 fishballs n 1carrot cake n 1creampuff!hahahathn lata finish liao s happy.i called him n ms quek go saecalling who?ur bf arh.n every1 ohhh =.=LOLfelt v bad leh made him w8 6 hrs.arh srysry.thn go hm n here m ii seriously duno wt 2 sae,isit coincidence of pure luck huh?its damn weird loh.arh,mayb i tinking 2 much.niwaes,i wish u gd luk bahcnt blif u're s blessed.=.=byes gd tings wun lst in UR hands 4 lng..
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Monday, May 14, 2007
oh my god.i so damn love tis skin guys.^^yeah finally thought i shud go 4 a change.e previous blogskin ws s gloomy..hahas i love songs sung by ppl with powerful vocals lyk tis,sung by mariah carey n whitney houston.when u blif.=D
okay wnt out wid him n gerls 2dae.met him aft sch thn walked 2 his house 2 put e guitar.
thn took bus 2 e starbucks thr n go toilet change clothes.thn wnt 2 mrt station 2 meet jas n siying.n guess wt?they jz left their house.n we were already,late.s we w8ted until they came.thn wnt 2 eat.damn funny lah.every1 ws nervous.cn feel e tension thr.lols thn we tried toking sum lame tings.thn at kfc,saw sum dunmanites.as usual, i ate cheese fries.i choose 2 stick 2 tings i lyk.n tt explains y i took s lng 2 change e blogskin n song guys.hahas.
thn we wnt walk around tamp mall,thn century square 2 take neoprints.he didnt wan 2 take.
s oni 3 of us.thn he decided 2 go buy e big version of e pen.cus hide frm sum1.bt in e end no use.cus he still msg me sae he saw sum1.hahs ;)e pic sux,s im oni gona post 1 pic tts my fav.
heheh..okay thn we decided 2 go east point.go e bkshop thr thn i ws engrossed in e stupid palm reading bk.kpt lking at my hand until he said,u lyk it go buy tis bk loh.okay tt made me stop acting lyk an idiot.thn we lked at e disc blahblah.thn walked until nth 2 do liao thn go buy bubbletea n sit.he s cute tt tym loh.duno we toking wt thn scully he sae"hor laopo?"
wah i panic n turn 2 my frenz 2 c if they gt hear nt.luki nv.lolsthn scully mummy came leh.appear frm e air n gimme shock.she kp giving me n him weird looks.thn whn i cum hm she ask hu tt guy.i playplay sae huh?which guy?i duno him.LOL.
=.=thn i siaosiao go sing whn ppl walking pass us.duno wt happen le.thn aft tt we decided 2 go downtown.n e stupid video ting!omg its s pervert.dn dirty my mind leh.thn go walkwalkn jas had 2 go le..saded.oh ya,i realise tt evrywhr we walk hor,e dvd shop all show e sm show.jz follow law.lolsgt 1 part s gay cans.she is me n he is molesting my body!wth.had a great laf lah.thn i had a carving 4 fries again.thn go buy loh.n evrytym ask him eat,dowan.in e end i go sae,y leh?u wan jian fei arh?hahas s thin le still jian fei 4 wt.thn aft on e bus he lk at my fries n sae,u leh?jian fei arh?dots.he gd suan me le loh.lolthn we wnt on e train n i started taking his pic using his hp.walao thn he wan take me bac i go hide.hmms tmr gona go out wid deb they all.i cnt wear e shorts cus 2dae wear le.S WT SHUD I WEAR?!lata gona empty e cupboard.okay tts all 4 2dae,dad nagging bhind my back liao.byebye. its been a lng while since i felt tis happy.=D
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8:17 PM
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
ohhh..i love tis songs guys.=DMany nights we prayWith no proof anyone could hearIn our hearts a hopeful songWe barely understoodNow we are not afraidAlthough we know there's much to fearWe were moving mountains longBefore we know we couldThere can be miraclesWhen you believeThough hope is frailIt's hard to killWho knows what miraclesYou can achieveWhen you believeSomehow you willYou will when you believeIn this time of fearWhen prayer so often proves in vainHope seems like the summer birdsToo swiftly flown awayAnd now I am standing hereMy heart's so full I can't explainSeeking faith and speaking wordsI never thought I'd sayThere can be miraclesWhen you believe (When you believe)Though hope is frailIt's hard to killWho knows what miraclesYou can achieve (You can achieve)When you believeSomehow you willYou will when you believeThey don't always happen when you askAnd it's easy to give in to your fearBut when you're blinded by your painCan't see your way safe through the rainThought of a still resilient voiceSays love is very nearThere can be miracles (miracles)When you believe (When you believe)Though hope is frailIt's hard to killWho knows what miraclesYou can achieve (You can achieve)When you believeSomehow you willYou will when you believeYou will when you believeYou will when you believeJust believeYou will when you believeLook at meYou may think you seeWho I really amBut you'll never know meEvery dayIt's as if I play a partNow I seeIf I wear a maskI can fool the worldBut I cannot fool my heartWho is that girl I seeStaring straight back at me?When will my reflection showWho I am inside?I am nowIn a world where IHave to hide my heartAnd what I believe inBut somehowI will show the worldWhat's inside my heartAnd be loved for who I amWho is that girl I seeStaring straight back at me?Why is my reflectionSomeone I don't know?Must I pretend that I'mSomeone else for all time?When will my reflection showWho I am inside?There's a heart that must beFree to flyThat burns with a need to knowThe reason whyWhy must we all concealWhat we think, how we feel?Must there be a secret meI'm forced to hide?I won't pretend that I'mSomeone else for all timeWhen will my reflection showWho I am inside?When will my reflection showWho I am inside?okay,im sort of crazy bout disney songs nw.lolshmms 2 many tings 2 post about liao.duno whr 2 begin..okay,1stly fri ws a riotit started wid a plan 2 cycle.n 8 of us,bt oni 7 bikes.thn jiajing kena ride loh.thn aft tt,i lagged bhind.haix felt s idiot.its lyk,crap lah.made him w8 wid me.thn jz bcus i cycling on tt path,he purposely made wae 4 me.moving onto e grass patch.i kena distracted n scully e bike swerved n i fell down.><urgh.gt cut on my leg.thn lata bcus of tt ppl haf 2 ride me.it ws evn worse lah.cus e bike ws goin damn fast.n rubbed against my skin.s whn we finally reached sch,my knee scratch n both sides of leg at e wheel thr kena burn.n he kp asking if i ws all ryt.felt s bad,boy,i do feel my feelings getting stronger 4 u.bcus u care,u do..whn 2 tamp house ysd.chatted wid him until 10.35thn watched the eye 2.e plot v weird loh.if i ws tt gerl,i seriously wudnt mind.nt e part of seeing ghosts.bt e part whr e guy's wife wud recarnate 2 b tt lady's child.ya..thn aft the show,i cudnt slp.inside,i ws tinking of s many tings.no matter hw much i tried 2 kp up wid them.they ended up slipping frm my fingers.leaving me ever s disappionted..if nt 4 u standing by my side n giving me the courage 2 move on,whr wud i b by nw..i woke up in e whee hours of morning.ermx 2am?n found tt mum ws missing frm e rm.turned out tt she ws having a blocked nose.n when outside 2 slp whr there is no aircon.n i messed up her hair b4 goin back 2 e rm 2 slp.=XXlater at bout 10sth thn woke up again.packed e bed blahblah.thn wnt out 2 eat.ate kway chap.v lng nv eat le.thn wnt walkwalk.n dad bought a book 4 me.ps.i love uhaha s happy..i jz asked 4 tt bk n i got it!yay i gonna finish reading e bk by tmr..thn s funny piggy boy asked pa 2 buy 10 correction tapewhich he really did =.=sumore 1 correction tape pack gt 2 inside.s in total,is 20 correction tape.haha.'hilarious'zzzzzzthn wnt bac hm n he called.thn chatchat until e lift.stupid lift.e phone hung up halfwae.thn wnt hm wanted 2 call him de.bt mummy sae dowan.n since its mother's day,well..thn lata watched huan zhu gege.i rili lyk xiaoyanzi's char lah.daring 2 sae wt she tinks n fight 4 it.if she's unhappy,she shows it.if she's angry,she vent.sumtink tt many dn haf e courage 2 do in frnt of ppl..lata helped in hanging e curtains which is a bad idea.my leg's injury haven recovered.still gt tt puss oozing out.n at tyms,whn it s happens tt my muscle stretch,i seriously cnt walk bt limp.mum said i shud go 2 a clinic if tings doesnt gt better tmr.bt im goin out aniwae.thn went out 2 eat 4 lunch oso.tis tym we ate e wanton noodle.its nice loh.we walked all e wae 2 e kopitiam bhind.bout 1 yr nv go le i tink.piggy bro ate till he cried cus e chilli 2 hot 4 himbt he refuse 2 admit loh.i kpt laffing.lolthn wnt bac hm n bath n pack my clothings.thn took cab bac.watched tv again.thn wnt out eat 4 dinner.tis tym we ate char kway teow.its nice loh.bt i picked out all e clams.yikes.thn wnt hm bath again n wnt on9.nth much 2 tok bout.bt i ws glad my mailbox din flood.i hate opening 20 over mails.tis few daes im feeling more at ease liao.been listening 2 songsi realise we both nd tym.2 4gt n 2 accept.im feel unsure of myself at tyms.& if u existed in my heart,i'd swear tt wud b e tym whn thr's oni u inside.u, and u alone.i'll nv use sum1 u 4gt another.tts s nt me,trust me.lata he call loh.n jz nice,whn i ws toking 2 him,jas n siying had 2 call at e sm tym.n e hp almost hanged.lol..well gona mit them tmr n he's cuming along.jz hope tings dn get 2 awkward bah.hahas,n arh!!!dn call me da ren!lyk s old cans.n tt dp.delete it loh!><i s feel lyk strangling u lah.sum ppl cn c de cans.dots.loves,amanda.ps.i love u.=D
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Friday, May 04, 2007
tis few daes alot of craps.exams,studies,floodfloodflood.arh i gona suffocate liao.i finally touched my guitar aft a few months..well it sounds stupid bt nw im crazy bout it again.haix thks 2 nicholas lah.plaeplaeplaeplae until i kena influenced.lolthn sumore frm ysd 2 2dae still plae e sm song until jiajing ask him change.hahas.social studies ppr,die liao..i duno hw 2 do loh.my mind scully empty de..haix.thn aft sch go find him,thn wnt eat.felt weird,,1 gerls n 3 guys.=.=weisi n her fren upstairs.luki lata jiajing cum.thn plaeplaeplae liao,tcher cum scold.go n study!lolsthn timothy plaed e piano.plae until e an jing song i scully bcum emo.thn we helped pack e tables n sweep e floor.well it seems no 1 wanted us 2 help,n we were lyk willing parties.><thn wsnt feeling tt well aft tt.felt sick.nt physically bt emotionally.duno wt's cuming ovr me.thn lata wnt bac 2 4g,plaed guitar.n i go compose e notes 4 fei ni mo shu.nth 2 do le.nwadaes feeling v disturbed..s drank lots n lots of cold drink plus plae guitar.helps me relax.loln e stupid name timothy came up wid,ah ming ge!wth..zzzzwith love,mirage blinded by confusions,i felt my way along e lng path,searching 4 my true love.=))
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