Sunday, August 26, 2007
sumtimes i really hate myself 4 who i am.when i strongly believe in sometink,i hate it when ppl cum n try 2 discourage me frm it.becus whn i believe in it,i wudnt give up s easily.u cn sae tt its jz pure stubborness or strong willpower,i wun give a heck of wt u say.there are tings tt ppl cnt explain,tings tt are s miraculously true or different frm what we expected.when you believe,it holds a certain power 2 control tings.u might nt be able to control your fate,bt u wud be able to control the tings tt u can control.if u were born an idiot with a low iq,does it means tt whn you grow up,you wudn't be sum1 who far surpasses others?okay lets stop toking about it..it sorta piss me off whn ppl call others idiot or wteva shit.they tink they are wt?god?then lets c wt will happen 2 them when those ppl they call names at end up 2 be their boss in future. ;)ysd met wid deb,qing,estee n sakshi.actually ws early bt e bus made me late.n i reach about 5 mins late.zzzthn blahhblahblah lazy 2 write thn mit dear thn blahblahblah thn go hm le thn blahblahblah thn go slp.okay cnt tok 2 much 2mr gt exam mz study le..in tis world whr ppl are pigs n pigs are ppl. :)
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10:29 AM
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
i wan 2 cheer him up,i wana b strong.i duno wt's gonna happen later..bt i dowan 2 tink of all e negative tings,u will be alryt,it had 2 be,it mz be.bt despite all my efforts of trying 2 tink pos,i broke down.u asked me if i'll w8 4 u if anitink happens,& if its nt,its alryt.i cried evn b4 i cud control it.wt do you mean?even if it means i'll have 2 w8 a lng lng tym,i'll still w8 4 u.4gt about getting rid of me,i'll stick 2 u lyk a glue!if u're right bside me nw,i will start hitting u lyk hell u dummy!dn even,even tink tt way lah.rmb wt e said b4,tt no mata wt happens we'll nt be apart de.n tis is one of them.we dn evn noe if it will really happen,n i haf faith tt u'll be okay,no mata wt happens i'll be by ur side,giving u e strength n courage 2 move on..<33
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11:03 PM
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Monday, August 06, 2007
i cnt w8 4 wednesday!!!hohoho ^^i still care, you were my friend.im never letting u go..i hope u're nt 2,cus if u tink tis way,there's nth i cn do.
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8:10 PM
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
had a sweet day ysd. ;)hmms aft whn 2 c ms quek thn i wnt 2 find *him..yups erm we wnt out wid e china buddies n e scenario ws lyk damn funny cans.niwaes we walked alot until my leg suan le..bt v happy!2dae overslpt s din wnt 4 guitar..gona finish reading e harry potter bk!muahaha..okay,nth much 2 sae le..saw sumting damn yucky..guess wt?hahaits spoiling my appetite,yikes!><
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10:53 AM
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
whee!!
i guess e sun have cum out
negative tings shud be shooed away.
they're nt worth my efforts or worries.=))
okay s lets start..
2dae woke up at 9 plus,
ate zai mee fen.
hmms thn go bath blahblahblah.
duno nwadaes i bond v close 2 piggy bro leh.
wah miracle sia,
haha.
thn eat liao thn study awhile thn go tuition..
haha
wah sum1 pon 4 2 wks..
pro sia,
hahas ><
thn i cum hm play comp
thn nw blogging..
lata gona study again,
zzz
my msg bao le!
sad sia,
n i cnt call le,
pa n ama at hm..
=((
dear gt his bike!
i happy 4 him leh.
2nyt goin 2 tamp house..
yups thn tmr pei jj go buy her 2nd mth bdae gift ;))
hope u both last longlong hor!^^
oh ya,n i haven gt my present..=XX
i dun need 2 cry 2 b understood,its a waste of tym pondering over matters.i admit i do feel guilty.bt i wun show it bcusi dun wana let others be affected by it.jz feeling glad tt u're nt angry animore,tts all i nd 2 noe.e rest,i'll let nature take its course instead of getting all frustrated n troubled.wt u tink of me or say,i'll jz let tings go..jz wana sae tt,evry1 haf consience,if u tink im having it happy nw,i guess..its nt.help find a way out 4 me..sumday,i will. =))
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6:24 PM
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
hmms,
duno wt 2 sae..
tis few daes really many tings happened..
im just s tired;feeling exhausted.
suffered frm cramps 2dae.
zzz
wnt wid dad n mum go buy wood 4 my project thn came bac..
thn i jz slpt until dinnertime.
totally no appetite.
s i ws lyk,
dumped half of my food into e bin?
lols,
duno y i kp getting into loggerheads wid ppl..
mayb its sumtink 2 do wid my personality bahx.
ysd i cried bcus of sth.
i duno wt happen,
tears jz started 2 fall whn i ws in e bus.
hurt?
i duno,
i jz felt so isolated.
or isit tt im tinking 2 much?
he called lata n i felt beta afterwards.
u noe wt?
sumtyms im just so touched by his efforts 2 make me happy.<33
okay,seriously,i ws affected by sum1's words.
it hurts my pride,my feelings.
it made me feel s foolish n idiotic.
i wonder if she noes?
wt will she do if she ws reading it?
sumtyms i haf e urge 2 tell her,
bt ppl might tink e other wae round..haix.
jj told me sth.
n im jz,feeling miserable bcus of her..
zzz i tink 2 much le..
kays i'll stop toking bout tis heartbreaking tings bah.
tired le go slp liao.byes
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10:23 PM
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words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
kay i shall start wid 2dae..hmms going bonkers.sum1 msged me tis morn n ws lyk asking her 2 go n find him.okay..chills,nw drinking yakult..its lyk,i jz felt it ws s unfair 2 her lah.lyk,she expect e trust 2 b thr n yet..i can see she rili loves him alot,or she will not b holding on lidat.sumtyms,u've gt 2 open ur mind n lk at e wider horizon.out thr may be tings u've nvr expected or seen.onli whn u r able 2 share each other's tots n feelings,thn thr will nt b any misunderstanding.yups,ermx?im feeling kinda old nw..zzzoinkoink!haix i tink nw i hyper le..lets tok bout ysd,me,deb,wq,estee met in sch 4 chi project.hmm n we were lyk rehearse through..thn go their amaths remedial.n thn ws reading bk n slping n playing wid my toy.haha!=XXthn lata wnt 2 qingqing's house,i showed her e kungfu cow show.damn funny larhx.i laf until stomachpain.n so we were late,thn we wnt 2 orchard n thn 2 city hall.e skating trip ws postponed..yup thn i go hm le go play prank on him,muahaha thn he lyk s shock lor,thn go call me.sry leh,nxt tym dn joke tis kinda tings le.promise!>^yep n 2dae ws early de lor,bt duno wt happen i 4gt my wallet n wnt all e wae hm 2 gt it.thn ws lyk almst late can,i reached sch n mr bernard ws lyk standing thr WATCHING.n i quickly hurried bac 2 class.n so the boring lsns start n deb smsed him,ya,lyk wt i said,thr's no nd 2 feel embarrassed lor,hmm..funny ting is i took his nametag..n thn lata whn goin 2 dnt i misplaced it.zzz thn ws lyk finding lyk siao.plus go toilet 2 msg.thn we were lyk 15mins late le..ms quek sorta yelled at us.kay i felt super bad.haix.thn aft dnt we wnt 2 eng.joel took my 2 chocs!arh actually i wan gif *him de lor.bt joel go take..lata eat 2 much u explode!hpm!lols nvm..we,(me,wq,jess,wz,estee n sakshi)wnt 2 his class 2 find him afterwards.damn kua zhang lor,lyk 1 whole grp of ppl finding him..haha!thn whn i entered mdm fadillah started toking about sandwiches which left me puzzled 4 about few hours lata b4 i finally gt wt she mean -.-okay thn i pass him his nametag n ppl were laffing at another guy bt i tot it ws me.lol very bad leh they,say him until i duno wt 2 sae..LOL!hmms thn blahblahblah thn sch finish le go find him,i cnt find him n ws lyk hiding bhind e block(wich i tot ws a safe place) n called him.bt thn scully POOF! n tada!mr bernard appeared at e staircase n shouted at me 4 using e hp in sch..i immediately siam lor.n in any case,i ws wondering hw he appeared at e 2nd floor n s miraculously happened 2 lk at e bottom.zzzyep n marcus ws visiting e sch n his juniors.bt they gt oral.saded.thn dear wnt 2 do dnt,i helped him wid e plastic bt cus nvr use e clamping ting thn gt scratches lor,luki he nvr scold whn i tell him ^^hmm thn i finish le go find him he doing a metal lathe.s i wnt up n kena a grp of sec5 guys tease.zzz thn wnt dnt rm slp n b4 i cud actually get my beauty slp,gt tis guy used plastic playplay poke me thn say wake up.sia lah make me feel v weird n outta place thr..lol thn aft tt go buy bbt thn go hm le.btw 2dae dear very gd leh,he help 1 lao gonggong cross e road.thn ryt,whn we lyk w8ting away i saw e lao gonggong am chio.wah cute sia!lols ><thn aft tt dear do another gd deed,he go make space 4 1 lao popo.bt e lao popo dowan.i lyk kena shock by his gd deeds lor,nt tt he doesnt does tt evrydae bt its lyk,wah he rili haoxin ren leh!thn scully e sky gt alot of birds n rainbow cum out..-.-wahaha!oh ya,u haven ask me wt my toy name called.tmr i'll tell u lor,hehe...dear 2dae very tired leh,s he call me le thn go slp liao.gd nite,swit dreams!<33i feel lyk squeezing e air out of u;u shall b my pancake!!! ^^ <33
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10:20 PM
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17o05o07
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