Friday, March 09, 2007
duno y im feelin s depressed evn aft exams liao.i felt sumwhat..empty.yeah n thn ws on e bus 2dae.i ws downryt pissed.okay s damn depressed cans.thn on e bus whn scully tears jz fell.haix i rili duno wt 2 sae.its lyk im s useless.aft crying n listen 2 ppl's advice 4 s lng,im stil stuck at e same place.its rili hard 2 4get.bt whn i tok 2 her on e bus,i realized tt thr r ppl hu felt evn worse thn me.bt she's amazing,she gt ovr it..yep its an achievement.dun tink bout it animore.tis kinda frenx nt worth it.im sure sumwhr around thr will b frenx hu rili care.hahas its nt worth it.rili not.bt i stil wan 2 kp e wonderful memories wid me.its wrng 2 kp holding on 2 e past,bt thr r tyms whn tis memories let u recall n bring bac all e beautiful tyms b4.wt is love?i guess i can nv tell.til nw,i dun noe.dun evn noe if he's hart is stil wid me o jz plain infatuation.it myt oredi bn wid sum1 else.words can nv hold a promise.bt actions do.u dun nd 2 promiz evrytink by words bt by ur actions.i duno wt 2 sae nw,i haf a bad feeling though.it will nv b e same again.he's sort of ignoring me.n insid,i guess i noe e reason.i shudnt hold on.i shudnt hope.sumtyms i feel lyk loving anothr 2 get ovr tis.bt no,its nt ryt.its nt true love.n im nt gona b tt hartless 2 make use of any prsn.n if it fails again,u'd oni get evn more hurt.i've failed 2 tyms ordy.again n again.mayb he had ordy 4gtten e 1st tym we met,e tym whn he promized he'd nv hurt me,e tym he said he ws zhen xin,e tym whn he said he'll nv leave me,n e tym whn he said he'll cherish me.i dun nd 2 blind myself in hope wishing u wud cum bac sumdae.i noe wt u're tinking.u dun nd 2 gif me animor reasons 2 w8 on.dun nd 2 gif me any false hopes.shi jian hui ba quan bu de shi biao xian chu lai.ta yi jing rang wo zhi dao zhen zen de ni.wo bu yong zai sha sha de deng le.zhong you yi tian,xiang xing hui zao dao zhen zen de ai..
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17o05o07
words cud nvr tell hw deep i feel 4 u