Tuesday, March 13, 2007
rah!im feeling guilty!
its lyk..no i dun wan tis 2 hapen
bt y mz it b e othr wae round?
im SRY.RILI SRY
haiz totally stressed out liaox.
n 2dae,wnt bugis.
mummy bought a RED belt 4 me.LOL
duno whn im gona wear it.
bt mum said its unique.urghs nvm.
andandand,
im STUCK wid stupid hws n revision 2 do.
thks 2 results.
n yeah im dead.totallydead.
n @ e end of e dae,
WHO'S GONA SAVE ME??!
he din msg 4 2 daes.
n s I took e initiative.
i msged him n asked him hw's evrytink.
i guess i cnt 4gt him.
bt i WIll n i MEAN it!
s stop lking down on me.
i noe im wrng.
i shudnt haf done tis if i wana 4gt him.
bt im trying.at least i did.
haiz im rili disapionted in u AMANDA.
whn u face a prob,
ur idea is 2 run away?
cry on bed?
isolate urself tinking its all a BAD dream?
daydream?
think tt tis lyf is hopeless?
miss him?
GET A MOVE ON!i hate u i hate u ihate u!
CNT U JZ LK AT E REALITY?
he's LEFT u
he DOESNT evn CARES about wt u're thinking.
u SUX u SUX u SUX!
argh JZ LEAVE ME ALONE! :_;
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4:30 PM
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