Saturday, July 07, 2007
hmms,
duno wt 2 sae..
tis few daes really many tings happened..
im just s tired;feeling exhausted.
suffered frm cramps 2dae.
zzz
wnt wid dad n mum go buy wood 4 my project thn came bac..
thn i jz slpt until dinnertime.
totally no appetite.
s i ws lyk,
dumped half of my food into e bin?
lols,
duno y i kp getting into loggerheads wid ppl..
mayb its sumtink 2 do wid my personality bahx.
ysd i cried bcus of sth.
i duno wt happen,
tears jz started 2 fall whn i ws in e bus.
hurt?
i duno,
i jz felt so isolated.
or isit tt im tinking 2 much?
he called lata n i felt beta afterwards.
u noe wt?
sumtyms im just so touched by his efforts 2 make me happy.<33
okay,seriously,i ws affected by sum1's words.
it hurts my pride,my feelings.
it made me feel s foolish n idiotic.
i wonder if she noes?
wt will she do if she ws reading it?
sumtyms i haf e urge 2 tell her,
bt ppl might tink e other wae round..haix.
jj told me sth.
n im jz,feeling miserable bcus of her..
zzz i tink 2 much le..
kays i'll stop toking bout tis heartbreaking tings bah.
tired le go slp liao.byes
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10:23 PM
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17o05o07
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